Thursday, March 31, 2011

Understand Understand

 Suddenly discovered that the text is so active, vivid! It can record all of life ... in a bad mood, preferring to pick up the pen wrote the hearts of depression. Have to say, I can not go beyond their own ... especially like the sun recently, like to be idle feeling the sun on the body ... hope it can break the hearts of the haze. Even with a big smile every day, without me who do not care, but I hate that, I do not like to live so hard, the reality does not allow, I sometimes think, would like to return to the past, only in the past I would rather entertain in the infant years! Such a heart too tired, and occasionally feel the impression this is not me ... I do not like this in, nor is this ... the innocence of it before! I laugh at my silly! The total ignorance of their own that see through everything, in fact, I see through all regarded, somewhere I went into the trap set by their own, and get stuck; that can control everything, but I was wrong, random start Error, really can not say the idea in mind, I do not know what to say to who will listen.
spend my living will, had that very simple thing, but found only far from the surface of that! So I followed to bad, they had to do, preferring to let others in on my calculations, I do not want other people expected,
Well I was, and I will grace it. Space in the constantly wandering thoughts, we can not always live in the past it, past some good, some are painful to remember it as is, I have always try to tell myself ... to as a lie to yourself. I would like to better as a kind of longing, a kind of sustenance ...
silent Love in the past, high-spirited not to mention, you say I can not neglect its own, but I do not want to neglect other people ... in the most vulnerable time, I want to be strong , trying to make you strong to face the total escape ... ... to laugh it off even lie to themselves,
I enjoy the warmth of warm wind side, like I often think the lively A quiet man, sitting in front of the computer, let the computer into my trance ... my thoughts can copy it to its heart, this is my only pleasure, but also loved it. Click of the keyboard in the dark to my heart, like a conductor of such notes, as if I set the alarm yourself ... four in the morning will wake up, clear the brain, such as sealing time, experience things will emerge one by one out, so I have to think through it all ... So I began to fear me. The pressure imposed suffocation ... I do not know what to do ... forget, or just repeating it ... just barely more painful their suffering,
I'm not sure I'm more experienced than you, but I never no less experienced than you, I was young, at least I'm not old, I had also forced the capital, it is no, the total becomes, the total becomes the ...

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